[NORTHWARD]
[Episode 9]
Xie Wanghe, you think you're
really smart, don't you?
You think it's that easy to start a business?
You think so?
Well, if you're talking about studying,
I'm really not that great.
But if you're talking about starting a business,
I'm much better than them.
And I'm all prepared.
Don't give me that.
You only have one year left.
Just study hard
and get your graduation certificate.
You can do whatever you want in the future.
Didn't you say
we must not waste our youth?
I'm just taking a break from school,
not dropping out.
With your grades,
you'll fall even further behind
if you delay another year.
Then I don't want the certificate.
I won't want to work for others in the future anyway.
The certificate will be useless to me.
Okay, I'm done talking to you.
Go home,
have your parents write an application
and sign it.
Then I'll agree.
No, Mr. Xu.
Why are you like this?
I'm responsible for you.
Then give me back my business plan.
Go back to class.
Give it back to me.
One...
Mr. Xu.
What is it?
Sir.
I'm sorry.
What's wrong?
Which student upset you this time?
Xie Wanghe.
Xie Wanghe again?
What did he do this time?
He just told me he wants to drop out.
Can you believe it? He's in his final year of high school.
What's the point of dropping out now?
He even wants to start a business.
What does he want to do?
He wants to open a test prep center.
He says it will definitely make money.
He's even come up with a business plan.
[General Affairs Office]
Wouldn't it be better if he just focused on his studies
instead of always thinking about these ridiculous ideas?
That's more meaningful,
isn't it?
This is kind of interesting.
The idea is actually pretty good.
It's just not the right time, is it?
S-Sir?
Mr. Wu?
This idea is perfect for our school.
We could run it through the school
as a non-profit.
It could potentially improve our college admission rates.
It's a good idea.
Isn't it inappropriate for the school?
What's inappropriate about it?
As educators,
what are we after?
Don't we just want our students to have a bright future?
If this plan really works
and our college admission rate improves,
it's worth the extra effort on our part.
Yes.
Sir, Sir.
This idea is from Xie Wanghe.
Your reminder is timely.
It's great to have students like Xie Wanghe.
Devoting oneself selflessly to the school
and striving tirelessly for progress
is an action worthy of reward.
B-But Sir...
I thank him on behalf of all the teachers and students.
That's what happened.
I've also tried to persuade the principal on your behalf.
The principal said your idea was excellent.
He thanks you on behalf of all the students.
That's not very nice of you guys.
You're no better than bandits for claiming it this way!
You shouldn't think this way.
This idea of yours
was just to make money.
But when the school does it,
it's non-profit in nature.
It's for everyone's benefit.
Besides, if the school's college admission rate improves
and everyone achieves breakthrough with their grades,
doesn't that reflect well on you too?
I don't care about honor. I want money.
Why can't I make you understand?
You're a student now.
You should just focus on your studies.
Don't just think about money all day long.
And this matter is a done deal.
Have a cola.
Consider it as compensation.
Mr. Xu?
Who is it?
What did you talk to Mr. Xu about?
I applied for a leave of absence.
He didn't agree.
He even stole my business plan.
Are you serious?
That's so shameless.
It's okay.
If they insist on doing it,
I can't stop them either.
Fortunately, I have a backup plan.
What plan?
Hello, Mr. Xu.
Hello.
Hello, Mr. Xu.
Hello.
Are you making instant noodles again?
It's convenient, isn't it?
And who did this?
This is too much!
Who did this?
[Online smart question bank startup plan]
Keep it a secret. Don't give it away.
Smart question bank?
What does that mean?
When they run test prep centers,
it's all offline.
I'm doing it online.
I can make a lot of money just as well.
I might even
make more money than they do at school.
How will you make money?
Who's crazy enough?
We can't even finish all the homework assigned by the school.
Who will pay for more exercises online?
You wouldn't understand even if I explained to you.
If I don't understand, then explain it to me clearly.
Don't end up spending all that time and effort
only to accomplish nothing and lose money.
Why would I lose money?
As long as people still want to get into college,
this question bank
will be the best choice.
The question bank will have a massive collection of questions.
Every time you practice,
it will analyze your answers
to identify your weaknesses
and tweak the next set of questions accordingly.
This is called progressive training.
To put it simply,
it's like an online tutor.
This is what I call foresight
and a vision for the future.
Yeah, right. Keep talking.
Can you really make it happen?
How will we know if we don't try?
The college entrance exam's market is huge.
As long as I set my goal
and press on with determination,
I'm sure I can succeed.
Once I've arranged my leave of absence,
I'll head straight to Beijing.
Wait.
Are you really taking a leave of absence?
Will your parents agree?
I can only try.
I have a complete business plan.
I think I can convince my mom.
Can you not take a break from school just yet?
If you need money, you can borrow from me.
Fine.
You really think you're a commercial star now, huh?
That company must be blind
to hire you as a model.
At least I have more money than you now.
Fine, fine.
You're something, okay?
I'm being serious.
There's only a year left, so just hang in there.
You can still start your business after you graduate.
I now earn several thousands a month.
What's yours is yours.
I can't be spending your money.
Why not?
I've spent your money before too.
When?
When we were kids.
When we go out to buy snacks and stuff,
weren't you always the one paying?
I don’t even know
how many pencil cases you’ve gotten me.
I haven't spent any money for you yet.
No need.
For the next two years,
just focus on your commercials.
Save up the money
because it's unlikely you will get into a university.
When I head north to start my own business,
you can use that money to invest in my company.
I'll lead you to riches.
In the future,
you'll be President Xia.
Okay.
That's your own words.
No backing out.
I said it.
I won't back out.
Chen Rui.
These are the notes I've taken recently.
Hurry up and copy them.
Ask me if there's anything you don't understand.
Please don't take offense
at the nonsense my mother
said to you last week.
She's just...
very straightforward when she speaks.
She actually doesn't mean any harm.
She's just...
I wouldn't be here if I really minded.
Here, everyone.
The noodles are ready.
Wanghe.
We can definitely build this website.
However...
Wouldn't we need substantial upfront investment?
It's not too bad.
We just need a computer
with decent specifications.
We can't keep going to internet cafés to get work done.
That's too passive.
[Industrial and Commercial Bank of China]
Let's buy it.
Where did you get the money from?
I sold my gaming account.
There's 10,000 yuan.
We’ll talk if it’s not enough.
Then let's do this.
Once we make money,
we'll first return 10,000 yuan to you.
Then we'll give it to Siyi.
You should give it to Siyi first.
I'm not in a hurry to use the money.
That won't do.
This counts as angel investment.
I'm sure we'll be working together for years to come.
So, we must to set the rules straight first.
Even brothers
settle accounts clearly.
Let's try to be as fair as possible.
Otherwise,
this brotherhood won't last.
I won't accept
this investment either.
[Industrial and Commercial Bank of China]
Alright, I agree.
Let's keep clear accounts even as brothers.
That's good.
We'll do as you say.
Alright.
Now that everything is ready,
we just need an office.
There's one available,
and it's free.
Where?
Hurry up, you two! Come on!
Coming, coming!
Don't rush, don't rush.
Not bad,
Xingchi.
This is a great idea.
Alright.
I announce that
the online smart question bank startup
is officially launched.
Let me tell you.
Back then, Steve Jobs
and Bill Gates
started their businesses in garages.
Today, we're starting in a ship's cabin.
So we're bound to succeed.
Right.
We'll definitely make it.
We're going to make big money!
Fortune 500 is just around the corner.
So,
once we create this smart question bank,
who are we selling it to?
Sell it to No. 7 High School.
No, sell it to No. 1 High School.
Let's annoy our principal.
That's for stealing our plan.
Don't be like that.
You are still too narrow-minded.
Come on, let's talk business.
I've already
bought a train ticket.
I'm going to Beijing.
You're really going?
Firstly,
we need to rent a server.
Secondly,
I need to visit Zhongguancun
to see what it's like over there.
After all, Beijing is the center of the country’s internet industry.
If I happen to run into some internet bigwig,
I'm confident I can persuade them
to support our startup.
The idea is great,
but isn't it a bit hasty
to go to Beijing now?
That's right.
So when do you think we should go?
After the college entrance exam?
We definitely need to take the college entrance exam.
Otherwise, your high school years would have been wasted.
Forget it.
You two might still do well if you push yourselves.
Does it even matter if I take the exam?
I will just make a fool of myself.
When we are in Beijing,
we must go to the best
office buildings
and rent a big office.
You two will each have your own room.
That's your own words.
Thank you Mr. Xie in advance.
Dad.
Uncle.
Why are you back so late?
You're already a senior.
Can't you take it more seriously?
Just because others aren't planning to take the exam,
does that mean you're not planning to either?
Or have you already decided to give up?
Wanghe, please stay.
In the future,
could you stop dragging him along with you?
Dad!
Can you not be so selfish when you speak?
I want you to study hard.
I want you to get into a top university.
I'm doing this for your own good.
I don't need it!
You...
Uncle! Uncle!
Uncle, Uncle!
Don't worry,
I won't interfere with Xingchi's studies in the future.
And Haikuo,
you too.
Both of you study hard
and do well in your exams.
As for my affairs,
you two don't need to worry about them.
Uncle,
I'm sorry.
Let's go home.
Make sure to talk to your dad nicely.
When are you shooting the commercial?
This weekend.
I'm going to the city for the shoot.
The studio is quite impressive.
Do you need me to accompany you?
No.
If you are watching from the sidelines,
I'll feel uncomfortable.
Why?
Would you be comfortable
having others watch you pose and preen?
They'll see it sooner or later.
This ugly daughter-in-law
will have to meet the in-laws eventually.
Well, when I become famous,
I'll print out my photos
and plaster them all over your room.
Fine.
Better print them in black and white.
I'll light two incense sticks for you,
lay out a couple of apples,
and set up a shrine for you.
Can you not keep running your mouth?
Fenghua.
Am I really that annoying?
Oh, so you're aware.
It's okay.
Don't put yourself down.
I'm not annoyed by you.
I cherish you, alright?
Could you be any more perfunctory?
Xie Wanghe,
I cherish you.
W-what terrible acting!
All those idol dramas you watched were for nothing.
If you ever like someone in the future,
please don’t behave like this.
You might scare them to death.
You're about to become a star,
so can't you be a bit more ladylike?
I won't.
I just won't.
Here.
Come closer, the wire isn't long enough.
♫Maybe if I wait, you'll come back♫
♫What will you do without me♫
♫Who will dry your tears?♫
♫Who will hold up an umbrella and comfort you♫
♫You're afraid of loneliness on a sleepless night♫
♫What will you do without me♫
♫Who else knows what's on your mind?♫
This school sports meet
aims to exercise our bodies
♫Why did you let go of me and leave♫
and improve our physical fitness.
We will learn the Olympic values of being higher,
[Campus Sports Day]
faster,
and stronger.
For today's sports meet,
I still say the same thing.
Competition comes first,
friendship second.
Sir!
Competition first,
friendship second.
Friendship first,
competition second.
Alright, stop laughing everyone.
This sports meet is
specially sponsored by Dingsheng Group of Honghuai City.
Dingsheng, Dingsheng,
the mightiest in Honghuai!
What on earth is this?
What are you saying?
Your family sponsored it?
Obviously.
All the competition equipment,
prizes, and broadcasting equipment
were paid for by my dad.
Your dad has money to sponsor,
but none to pay for the transportation fees?
How can your dad be so shameless?
Say that again.
I said your dad is shameless.
I dare you to say that again!
What's wrong with saying your dad is shameless?
Xie Wanghe!
What are you doing?
Sir!
We're just fostering our friendship.
Get back in line!
Now, I announce that
the 2007
Honghuai No. 7 High School's
[Campus Sports Day]
Autumn Sports Meet officially begins!
[Campus Sports Day]
Siyi!
Step here and
flip yourself over.
Hurry up and change.
Listen,
it's about to start.
Drink plenty of water later.
Be careful not to strain your voice from shouting.
Athletes on the track,
every step you take
echoes the melody of youth.
Every sprint
shines with the light of perseverance.
How's that?
Press on! For your dreams,
for glory,
sprint ahead!
This is our No. 7 High School's sports meet.
What is she doing here as a student from No.1?
I'm warning you, don't be a jerk.
She's wearing our school uniform too.
Look at how clever you think you are.
Mr. Xu!
Sun Sanliang, you have a death wish, don't you?
Ouch, ouch!
What now?
It hurts!
Same old problem. He's asking for a beating.
It's our No. 7 High School's sports meet.
What is she doing here?
Get lost!
You're asking for it, aren't you?
Back off!
The principal already said
fighting is strictly prohibited on the field,
or there will be severe punishment.
Scared now, huh?
Xie Wanghe,
our classes are in the same group for the 4x100 relay.
Let's settle our scores on the track.
Whoever loses
has to remove their bicycle seat
and ride home in public.
Alright,
you said it.
It's a deal!
Okay.
What's going on, what's going on?
What's happening here?
What are you two doing?
Every time you get together, there's trouble.
Alright.
Break it up, break it up.
Break it up!
Stop messing around.
Xia Fenghua, I've been looking all over for you.
The shot put competition is about to start.
Our class is counting on you.
Quick, come.
Let's go.
Dude,
stop being so nasty with your mouth.
In front of the long jump pit,
all of you are poised and ready.
Fenghua's competition starts at the same time.
Which one will you watch first?
Every jump
is a leap beyond your own limits.
All the best, Fenghua!
It's up to you now.
These shoes are great.
One, two, three, let's go!
Be gentle.
You can do it.
My hands will be weak soon.
Don't underestimate us just because we're small.
We might not lose.
Xingchi, Xingchi!
Don't feel pressured.
It all depends on you as the first leg.
Why are you looking at me?
Look ahead and focus.
Come on!
Come on, Fenghua!
Come on! Come on!
Come on, Fenghua!
Run!
The 100-meter sprint
skims the track like lightning.
It's the ultimate pursuit of speed.
Athletes,
write your legend with your legs.
♫Keep running♫
Xingchi!
Faster!
♫Keep running♫
Go! Go!
♫Time gently chases on♫
♫I'll never regret♫
Wanghe!
Go for it!
♫Our prideful youth♫
Haikuo, faster!
Haikuo, move it!
♫Nothing else mattered♫
Come on!
♫Let the world chase us slowly♫
Come on!
♫I don't want to regret♫
♫The pride among the stars♫
♫Keep running♫
Go for it!
Wanghe, come on!
♫Keep running♫
Go!
Wanghe, come on! Wanghe, come on!
Come on!
Good! Good!
♫Keep running♫
Come on!
Xie Wanghe has fallen!
Sun Sanliang bursts through the finishing line.
Class Four has won first place in this competition.
Are you okay?
What's going on here?
Are you okay?
Are you all right?
It's all because of these damn shoes.
Hey,
don't just throw them away.
Do you admit defeat?
You can't win, so you are blaming your shoes, right?
Say that again?
Xia Fenghua!
Come back, come back.
What are you doing?
It's a matter of fact that we lost.
Let's not go looking for trouble.
We need to stay calm and composed.
The women's javelin is about to begin.
All athletes, please take your positions immediately.
Xia Fenghua.
It's all up to you this time.
Fenghua.
Be careful.
That thing is sharp.
It's up to me again?
You good?
You don't usually have such high hopes for me.
It's not that.
Our class should at least have one good result, right?
We don't even have a single first place yet.
I was counting on them...
Alright, stop laughing!
Go for it, Fenghua!
Come on, Fenghua!
Go for it!
Move aside!
Come on!
Stop looking.
Let's go.
They all deserve our highest respect.
Shoes, shoes, shoes!
Hold on to me, I can't see.
Now, a lost and found announcement.
Blargh!
A student has lost a set of keys on the field.
Hurry up.
Rinse it off for me.
Rinse his head.
Slow down.
Have a rinse.
Water's cold!
Take good shots and I'll treat you to dinner tonight.
They dropped the ball at the crucial moment.
When will those three ever give me a break?
Why are you counting on me instead?
Of course I'm counting on you.
Xia Fenghua.
I know you're the type who stays quiet
until you're ready to make a big impact.
Our class is relying on you,
so do your best!
Don't be discouraged, Fenghua.
You may have lost in shot put,
but there's still javelin.
I'm not bragging,
but javelin isn't about strength,
it's about flexibility and coordination.
Aren't you in Go Club?
Go is just my hobby.
My mom was on the provincial track and field team.
I practiced every day when I was little.
On the 100-meter track,
you expressed youth through speed.
You ignited hope with passion.
Go for it! Let the wind cheer you on.
Let your hearts applaud for you.
Come on, Fenghua!
Who's that?
What's happening here?
Don't look, don't look!
Who is playing it?
Turn it off!
Stop watching!
Stop the broadcast immediately and turn it off!
Is anyone there? Unplug it!
Still showering?
Having fun?
Are you out of your minds?
You're the one who's out of your mind.
Peeping at boys showering.
Aren't you afraid of getting a sty?
It's being broadcast on the big screen.
The whole school is watching you!
-Who did it? -Who did it?
Naked Pig Warriors.
Naked pig.
Naked pigs!
I'll keep it for now and return it to you tomorrow.
You know, I'm quite envious of you.
What do you mean?
What's there to envy?
You have such a good friend who treats you so well.
It’s all worth it in this lifetime.
It's alright, Fenghua.
If he doesn't want you, I do.
Are you crazy?
Stop right there.
Just kidding.
I said stop!
Liang's idiocy is no exaggeration.
Fenghua may seem loud and easygoing,
but she's actually quite girly deep down.
You should treat her better from now on.
Let's go.
KFC, here we come.
I'm not in the mood to go.
Cut the crap.
You said it yourself.
You promised to treat us after the competition.
Fried chicken and burgers until we're stuffed.
Don't even think about backing out.
Let me.
Let's go!
♫Walking towards the distance♫
♫In a faraway city♫
♫Where there's you and me♫
♫The shallow wheel tracks...♫
♫Walking towards the distance♫
♫In a faraway city...♫
Are you really not going?
I’m not going. My grandma will never agree.
Let me persuade her.
I've already begged her several times.
Forget it.
If you're really scared,
ask Wanghe and the others to go with you.
No.
He annoys me.
What's wrong?
Did he bother you again?
You should be asking,
when has he not bothered me?
Alright, I'm leaving then.
Didn't you go for a photo shoot?
Why are you back again?
Mom,
can I discuss something with you?
Go ahead.
About that 10,000 yuan...
What about it?
Did you change your mind?
No.
Granny Ma won't let
Siyi model with me.
But if she continues to work as a delivery person,
how long will it take her to earn that money?
It will definitely affect her studies.
So I was thinking,
can I give half of it to Siyi first?
Let her pay it back first.
I'm about to start earning money from commercials anyway.
The gifts for you and Dad...
I can buy it later, right?
No.
Mom,
Siyi's features are much better than mine.
They signed me because of Siyi.
You think your mom is that petty?
It's your money.
You can use it however you want.
Thank you, Mom.
Didn't Wanghe gave me this when I graduated
from elementary school?
You still have it?
"I have to keep all the gifts Wanghe gave me."
If I had thrown it away,
you would have killed me, wouldn't you?
I wouldn't have.
This money,
your dad and I didn't spend it.
We're saving it all for you
as your dowry.
In the future,
along with this little fat piggy,
we'll send it all
to the Xie family with you.
Mom!
Mr. Xu, Mr. Xu!
What are you doing?
Let go of me.
This is my application for a leave of absence.
My parents have already signed it.
Please take a look.
[Parents' signature: Xie Tiancheng, Liang Haihong]
Are you sure your parents signed this?
Of course!
I wouldn't dare make such an important decision on my own.
You still plan on running that test prep center?
I'm not doing that.
Isn't the school running it?
I'll do something else.
What else do you want to do?
It's a secret.
But as soon as it's done,
I'll tell you right away.
Don't worry, it's just for one year.
If it doesn't work out, I'll come right back.
What if you succeed?
I'll come back then too.
No. 7 High School will always be my home.
Mr. Xu's kindness
is higher than the sky
and deeper than the sea.
Mr. Xu.
Go away.
I'd be a fool to believe you.
Mr. Xu, please agree.
My parents have already signed.
-Please agree. -Let go of me.
Stop pulling me.
Mr. Xu.
Let go of me.
Mr. Xu, I'm begging you.
Please.
Please sign it.
It's crooked, Liangliang.
Straighten it up.
That's right.
Hai.
You're here.
Just you alone? Where's Siyi?
Her grandma didn't agree.
Why?
Maybe she's conservative.
I'll try to persuade her again later.
Alright.
Then we'll shoot you first.
We'll shoot some women's clothing today.
I'll pick out an outfit for you.
Here, this one.
Okay, go get your makeup done.
Don't move.
Yes.
You've never curled your eyelashes before?
No.
The only time was when I secretly used my neighbor's lipstick as a kid.
Neighbor?
My mom doesn't wear makeup.
I have a neighbor.
She's an actress.
She loves...
She loves wearing makeup.
Don't move.
What kind of shows has she been in?
I don't know.
I'll ask her next time.
Okay.
How is it? Does it look good?
Yes, it does.
It looks amazing.
But it feels like...
I'm not myself anymore.
If it’s not you, then who else could it be?
How long will this makeup last?
If you don't wash it off, it'll stay on.
Okay.
Then I won't wash it off.
I'll keep on it for a month.
Alright.
It makes me happier.
Does that sound good?
It sounds good.
Ready?
I'm coming!
Not bad.
You're getting better.
That's great.
Very nice.
Good.
That's a wrap.
So fast?
Let's go with this set, shall we?
I can't find a single flaw.
It's really good.
You look pure and innocent
with a touch of rebellion.
Right.
There's a sneaker advertisement tomorrow.
I've decided to use you.
Alright?
Don't leave tonight.
Just stay here.
There are rooms available here.
I'll have them prepare one for you.
You can go back tomorrow.
I should probably just go back.
Otherwise, my mom will worry.
Look,
the journey
takes about 3 to 4 hours for a round trip, right?
By the time you come tomorrow, your condition won't be as good.
Just do as I say.
Liangliang.
Yes?
Go prepare a room.
A standard room, okay?
Look at the photos,
then rest early.
You're the only one in my heart, not her.
You have to believe that my love is true.
Only you are my dream.
Only you can make me worry.
She's not in my heart.
You're the only one in my heart.
[08 Chris Lee]
Hey, Mom.
It's me, Fenghua.
I'm staying in the city tonight.
I have another shoot tomorrow.
Don't worry.
I'll just stay in the room.
I won't go anywhere.
I'll come back right after the shoot tomorrow.
I know, I know.
I'm just letting you know.
Okay, I'll hang up now.
Bye.
You're the only one in my heart, not her.
You have to believe that my love is true.
[08 Chris Lee]
Only you are my dream.
Only you can make me worry.
Since I sent you home that day,
that day...
Who is it?
It's me, Hai.
Is something up?
I have some good news for you.
The client is extremely satisfied
with the photographs we took today.
They insist on treating you to dinner.
I've already eaten.
Maybe next time?
No.
The client is downstairs right now.
Just go down quickly and say hello.
Have a couple of drinks and it'll be over.
Well, I'm tired.
I want to rest early.
It's okay.
It won't take long.
It won't take long, really.
It's just downstairs.
Besides, those people are all respectable.
They won't do anything inappropriate.
Come on, open the door.
I can't afford to offend a big client.
Open the door.
Your contract didn’t say anything about meeting clients.
What are you doing?
It's just going down to say hello.
What's wrong with having a couple of drinks?
I don't drink.
Then just make do with soft drinks.
They really...
I'm telling you,
they're all respectable people.
I told you I'm not going.
Don't you understand what I'm saying?
Don't shout.
This is a task arranged by the company for you,
isn't it?
If you don’t go, wouldn’t that be a breach of contract?
You are just having dinner, not sleeping with them.
Don't pull me!
Let's go.
Let go of me.
Help!
You're trying to run away?
Are you taking my kindness for granted?
Who do you think you are?
You think it's so easy to earn 1000 yuan?
Trying to run away? Who do you think you are?
What’s wrong with asking you to join in for a drink?
Even international models have to entertain clients.
Why can't you do it?
Help!
Why can't you just have a drink with them?
Someone help!
Help!
You think it's so easy to earn 10,000 yuan?
That money is easy money, huh?
Are you going or not?
Scream?
Who's coming even with your screams?
How dare you hit me?
Wait and see.
Come back!
Come back! Don't run!
Stop! Come back! Stop!
Come back if you don't want to die!
What's wrong? Can't run anymore?
Let's rest for a bit.
What happened to your leg?
How did you get hurt?
I...
When I was fighting him earlier,
I must have gotten cut.
It's fine, no broken bones.
It hurts, doesn't it?
Sit here and don't move.
I'll go find a pharmacy.
Don't go.
Come on, I'll carry you on my back.
You usually act all bold.
But when something happens, you cower away.
I despise you.
If you dare tell anyone about what happened today,
I'll kill you.
I won't say anything.
If you want to cry, just let it out.
I won't laugh at you.